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17 inch Dressage Saddle
Holsteiner =D (with markings and color like Jet) got Nick, he's a tb, but acts like a Holsteiner stallion so yea...
Competition Jacket in blue =D
Straight Hair
Better Results in Exams
Enter a real outside competition (like the ones in KL)
Relax more when I ride
Custom made boots
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Go to Germany again and again
Blood & Chocolate Soundtrack
CSI ny& bones sets
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Likit for Nick
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Chun
Fei
Daphne
Yaesshna


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Sunday, July 30, 2006
Im too tired to blog....but I got no other time and will probably go to bed like way early today...Right so I drove up to riderslodge on thursday morning and then drove on to KL and then back to riderslodge on saturday and back home today.... It was a short trip but very fun, enjoyed it =)

Thursday:
Gawd im really damn tired....So booked a cab to go up to RL but the driver didn't come so there was a fuss about how I was going to get up in the morning.Finally Gee called a diff cab driver and he came after one hour.At rl watched Myrs and Catz ride and then ate lunch.After me,Catz and Sennett started driving off to KL.It was such a long drive and my Ipod had no battery but Catz bought some Cd's so that was very good then.Arrived at Elle's house and settled in and then drove off to Bukit Kiara Equestrian Club.Its huge!!! I prefer RL from the style of the stables but I love the area,it's really huge.So then Elle rode Conqueror..after we saddled Sarabago and I rode Sara on a trail with Elle on Conqueror.The hack there is so huge.Trotted a little and I love Sara's trot now,so nice and smooth.After riding we drove back home and showered after that drove to Chilly's (don't know how you spell it) it was really nice the food.I ordered these taco's and like 3 plates arrived,one for the meat,one for sauce and one for the Taco's..It was huge!!We had so much food on the table!!Later on went shopping for a bit and then drove home and watched Dvd's.

Friday:
Elle rode Sara and Super again in the morning then left and got CUSTOM boots done for me =D=D The guy said it will probably take 10 days and then Elle will bring them down to KL =D So happy.... Then went to times square which has a theme park inside of the shopping center.We first went on the worst ride which kept going upside down and then stopping and letting you hang there.Kind of like Cadbury here just faster and not as high.After that went on a Pirate Ship that actually spun a whole round. It was soo high but also so fun....On the first ride I kept swearing a bit because I got scared and the mum next to me kept looking at me....ups lol....So then finally dared to go on the Roller Coaster which went upside down and had a loop.It was so fun! I loved it!! Elle kept wanting to leave for Bumper Cars but I kept wanting to go on the RollerCoaster lol... Elle ate like a hotdog with loads of mayo just before we went on the roller coaster,her stomach is weird.... lol...So then left for KLCC and it took us an hour to get there!! Then at 5pm we ate lunch and then went shopping at MNG etc.I got 3 beautiful tops which I love,lol. At 6 left for home but it took us 1 1/2 hours to get there =(....Ate dinner then and watched more dvd's.

Saturday:
Left for RL early and got to rl at lunch time...It was such a long car ride...ate lunch n relaxed in the room...At 5pm rode with Catz on Biggie,private lesson.It was a really good lesson, eventhough I didnt get Biggie forward enough I was still happy with myself at the end because I learnt something else new =D I need to keep my thighs on the saddle more though and I pull too much with my arms,have to improve that....and look up more...It was still a good lesson though.I need to also sit back more with biggie's right canter though....In the evening Elle wanted to put make up on so she did and she put so freaking much!!My eyes were so black but I still looked so girly/bitchy lol....She said she would put the same amount on her but she put like a rly thin line on herself :/ Everyone kept looking at me,like all the guests lol... It was weird... Camille kept going hey you want to go out etc as a joke.. lol....Elle took like billions of pix so I post one when I get them....Everyone said I look older with it so thats a good thing lol...In the room just played with Pepsi and watched OC...

Sunday:
Woke up 3 mins before my lesson, I was so tired and had to rush so much...Jumped KGB with Catz,private again.The lesson was also quite good,KGB was soo slow though and it was so tiring to get him going... :/ We didn't jump too high but it was still good,at the end jumped a combination of 1 strides and then 6 strides...Catz kept going ok now do it in 5 strides and I did it in 6 and then she went fine do it in 6 strides n then I did it in 5 etc...embaressing lol....I flop my legs too much when I canter....grrrr lol..... I was so tired after the lesson though,like exhausted...I hate it how my face gets so red....Rode again at 10am for a SR on Biggie. He was good and cause of the trail and lesson only did 20 min self ride but it was still good.Catz was riding pbt and kept giving me instructions sometimes so it was good.During lunch everyone kept talking about the camps at rl so me n elle left and jumped Pepsi in Arena B,she is learning! kind of lol.... After that changed and went swimming in the Jacuzzi with Pepsi, she is so cute in the water!!! Then changed and hung around the stables n then left for home.

I can't believe there is school tomorrow!!! Sucks!! I think im getting sick though anyways... =( My throat hurts and I feel hot, shall hope its just tiredness and will be gone by tomorrow....

love.



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Monday, July 24, 2006


Your cruel device
Your blood like ice
One look could kill
My pain your thrill

I wanna love you, but I better not touch
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains

Your mouth so hot
Your web I'm caught
Your skin so wet
Black lace on sweat

I hear you calling and it's needles and pins
I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't wanna touch you, but you're under my skin
I wanna kiss you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains

Running deep inside my veins
Poison burning deep inside my veins
One look could kill
My pain your thrill



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Sunday, July 23, 2006
Riderslodge was really good.I only rode Biggie for Dressage and self rides.He rocks!!Well it was pretty busy but in total it was very fun.Catherine is back from Germany....and a really stupid group was there, but only for one day luckily.

Friday:
Arrived at Kulai Station with the Train and then someone picked us up and we drove up to riderslodge.The driver talked so much.... :/Anyways when we got there we just settled in and drank our welcome drink from the train.... After that went down and booked a trail cause we hadn't done one forever.Then ate lunch with Audrey n Myrs, later Audrey drove us to the stable in the beginning of Kulai.It's quite huge! So yea had a trail at 2pm and rode Gray,Steph on Tblue and Anuar on Chester.Went to the village,the people seemed so amazed he he.This little dog kept following Chester,it was so cute!!We did strong canter up the hill and that was really fun =) Gray will get going so much on a trail....So yea the group rode and one of them wanted to stop cause Force didn't want to move etc,so I helped her out and she wanted to dismount at the block so I brought her there but then she missed the mounting block (how can you miss such a huge block?!) So yea then she started to complain that it was all my fault and started bitching about me,god I hate that group,luckily they left after lunch....So then at 5pm had a jumping lesson with Jay,me on KGB and Steph on Boots.It was really good!!! We jumped middle height but a course so it was all very fun... There was this one confusing jump and a few times I kept missing it cause I didnt want to jump the second part and Jay kept going omg tanja you missed it again!! I dont think he got it that I did it on purpose,I just went omg yea woops sorry....But in total it was a good lesson,I jumped KGB in trot by accident once and he barely managed to jump the jump and I got left behind and the second jump I nearly fell, ha ha but I managed to stay on so it was all good.Jay took pictures of us at the same time lol.He took some really good pictures,will post some later....So then in the evening we ate and then we all waited for Catherine,she was suppost to arrive at 6.30pm but then came at 9.30....lol...We were always like omg a car and Jay was like omg its just a car and when the car came close he was like omg is it her etc, it was quite funny... So many people still arrived though,weird....Anyways when Catherine came we just said hello n all n then left her alone and went to the stables...

Saturday:
Have to make this shorter lol....So right did a SR at 8am on Biggie.Steph on Vivaldi.Biggie rocks! We went into paddock B and usually he acts up there but he was quite good and only kicked once or twice.Then Myriam came and wanted to join us on Mars,so she started jumping and Biggie started kicking more etc...But then after a bit it was all good,I managed to keep my feet still when I do sitting trot on him,Im so happy :D So then he finally calmed and then Catherine came and wanted to join us with PBT.She kept doing flying changes and all those great things lol... Biggie got so freakish again...So I just cantered him on the left and right one last time and then went out for a walk. So then later Venky did a SR on Buster, he canters so much! Its like 5min walk n trot and then the rest canter!!! Oh well not my troubles....At lunch fell asleep till like 1.30pm so then we went down for lunch.It was good as usual...At 3pm we rode again,me on Biggie and Steph on Artic.Biggie was good but there were 4 people in the lesson and we were in Arena B so he acted up a lil....His left canter is sooo nice but his right canter needs work...His right canter is like you are sitting on a boat that keeps going from one side to the other....But he still rocks!! I love him!! But I also still love Crowe lol.... So then after the lesson we showered and then went down to stables to watch the lessons...Then had the set for dinner,it was sooo good.Turkey :D:D There was also a choir there,they were cute :) Jeffrey,Evelyn came and ate with us...After we sat outside with Jeffrey.....Then two huge bugs came and flew to Steph... I had to laugh so much... Catherine n Jay were like omg whats wrong and Steph just kept screaming and I just kept laughin....lol soz steph!!After that went up and watched Supernatural.

Sunday:
Had a lesson at 9pm,me on Biggie (again) and Steph on Vivaldi.Biggie was such an angel,he did not kick,buck a lil or try to run off.He did everything I asked eventhough we were in Arena B with 4 people.He was seriously perfect!!When I asked him to canter on the left he directly went for trot to canter and walk to canter.He did a perfect 10m circle.When we tried on the right he went on the wrong canter lead and then he did a flying change!!! Myrs told me cause I didnt know... He is soo awesome... he did a flying change by himself!! Such a clever and good boy!!Chiaki was there and took some pix of us and one of them came out so perfect of him cantering :D I love love it :D...So then we just ate lunch and then at 2pm dad came... We went to stables for a bit still and Catz 'tried' to make Arterial run... He kept trotting from one side to the other and then stopped to graze,it was quite funny..So then at 3pm left for home...


<-- Kgb

<-- Biggie

<-- Steph n Boots



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Wednesday, July 19, 2006


Its really good.
Watched it with Steph just now and it's really a good movie.Can't wait for the third one.I love the part where Depp,Bloom and the other guy fight and Keira is like trying to get their attention and prents to fall over while the other two guys are wandering off.Well I will say no more,it's a good movie so go and watch it.



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Why don't you just lock me in a cage and toss the key away?Would you feel safe then?I really don't understand you,you never let me do anything on my own.It's always no I will come with you, do you think im 5 years old? Well you treat me as if I were.You know how badly I want to try some things but no you'd rather keep me away from all of it, it's too dangerous isn't it?Well it's not, I can take care of myself.But you don't think that I can.

I wish you would just let me try, it doesn't hurt to try does it?
Why can't you understand me?

I seriously hate this.



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Monday, July 17, 2006
You Are Los Angeles

Young and fun, you always know where the best parties are.
And while you tend to keep things carefree and casual...
You certainly can glam it up when you need to.

Famous people from Los Angeles: Tyra Banks, Jake Gyllenhall, Freddie Prinze Jr.
What American City Are You?



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Hong Kong was really awesome...I love going shopping there!!!I bought so many things....like 3 bags and one wallet....But they are so pretty!I love em.The restaurants there are also great.And they still have those trains that are connected to strings above you...I want those in Singapore!!It rained quite alot there though and its raining like hell here now....It looks like snow outside....Anyways watched 'take the lead' and 'she's the man', both movies are quite good... 'take the lead' is better though.

I have no clue how I can get up to KL....I don't think my dad wants to drive me....my mum said we will see etc.... She also wants to go to KL so that is a good start.I hope it will work out or I shall beg my mom to let me take a bus up...Best time would be like directly after Xmas in July,if anyone from rl would go up there directly ha ha...I will see.

Love.





Ok since my photobucket doesnt work I have to do it this way... How do u all find d pic?? Im going to use it as my layout picture I think... :D Seriously tell me what you think of the picture though... I like it but its a bit blurry and messy on here... I really dont know... help ha ha!! Please comment :D



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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Riderslodge was very fun...except that I fell....;)And I adore Big Splendor now... He is just awesome! And I got that Horka shirt at rl :D So happy :D

Saturday:
Didn't ride at all....Lil kids and groups taking up all the lessons....so we just helped out with the Birthday Group. The lil birthday girl was riding Mathilda so me and Steph platted her and put ribbons and a birthday hat on her.She looked very adorable.After that walked Art and Crown around the grass and let them eat.So then later we played some games with the Kids and they were quite cute..So then in the evening we just ate the set...which was so nice...the dessert was PAVLOVA....damn nice. At night we just watched tv.

Sunday:
Rode at 8am on Big Splendor,Steph on Artic, Myrs teaching us.We did sitting trot n halt transition n 10m circles.Later on we did canter work,walk to canter.I love Biggie now!!He is like perfect,except for his right canter.He like listens to everything.Awesome horse! After that just helped with the group again.Then walked Art and Crown around the house.Crown kept wanting to like explore everything while Art was just eating...So then in the afternoon it started raining like hell,when it stopped me and Steph went into arena B and walked around in the sand and the water.At one part the water went up really high to our boots and we got stuck a few times lol.So then at 4pm the water was nearly gone so we jumped.Me on KGB and Steph on Boots with Jay.We jumped pretty high (well for me).Jay said we jumped 1m or smth....yay.KGB rocked.He was like awesome to jump but he was darn slow cause he had a lesson before.....After the lesson we went for a walk on the pony trail with Myrs and Leon. It was fun but so slippery...

Monday:
Rode at 8am again (we allways got the earliest times.....) on PleaseBeTrue.Steph on Vivaldi and Myrs teaching us.PBT is nice but also really forward but after a while he got so nice.But I need to work on my hands!!! Its so hard for me to get a horse on the bit, I really have to improve that.PBT's canter is awesome, his walk to canter transition are really good and so are his 10m circles.He is so tiring though like for me cause I tried to get him on the bit in sitting trot but it was hard for me,really have to work on that.
We wanted to jump in the afternoon but there was no time except a lesson with the Dubec's.Jay said it was nothing for us though.He was right lol.So we did a self ride at 3pm.I was on Biggie and Steph on Vivaldi.Biggie bucks more in arena B.It sucks...his right canter is like canter canter buck canter canter buck etc...His left leg is so much better, he only bucked once there.Me and Steph also did leg yielding and it worked and it was fun but the jumps were in the way.... In the evening we watched 'monday night laughs' on star world and this advert about this new thing on KFC was on the while time and it looked amazing...Me and Steph are going to KFC as soon as I get back from Hong Kong....

Tuesday:
Had a sr at 9am.I was on Biggie and Steph on Vivaldi or Artic....We did the same thing as in the sr the day before and Biggie got fed up quicker....lol he bucked more but it was all good.I need to keeps my hands higher when I ride though.....In the afternoon we jumped with Myrs.I was on KGB and steph on Boots.We jumped this new jump and kgb and boots jumped it really well.It was like not really a jump that you can adjust,more just like small fences.We did a mini course with a combination of 4 strides and then another combination with 1 stride.At the second time that I jumped it I put my leg back to much after the second combination and forgot so sit back and so my legs went up and KGB put his head down so I got pulled even more forward and KGB kept cantering away n sometime after I fell on my side.It hurt quite bad.KGB ran off after....There was like a bruise on my arm and it was sandy and bloody,it was really gross...and my face was like all sandy....ewwww...Anyways my side hurt so I just jumped one last jump with KGB and then I stopped....It was damn embaressing cause somehow I couldnt stop crying and my face and eyes were so red....these moms of the bday group were like omg these horses here are so freaky (cause apparently diamand bucked one of d kids but he didnt fall)... so then I had to explain to them that it wasnt the horse fault that it was mine etc etc....And then I took a nice long shower...I could like barely walk lol cause my side hurt with every step... Steph got me some ice and then she started to pull at d bag and make it get holes or kept throwing the bag lol.......In the evening we watched OC,it was so sad!!Season finale of season 1....:( After that we watched CSI ny.It was cool...

Wednesday:
Didn't ride in the morning cause it was quite full so we did a sr at 2pm. I was on Artic and Steph on Vivaldi.Artic is so good but he pulls alot.Again I have to learn to get him on the bit though...I got it sometimes for a while but then he put his head up again.So then these stupid small kids started playing w crowe which was fine at first but then he tried to nip em so they started throwing smth at crowe n i got so pissed off and went to them and was like WTF are you guys doing,how would you like it if I throw smth in your face?! They were like but he nips! I was like im going to nip you soon...they didnt check that so they went off and then started annoying Crowe after a bit again so then Crowe finally bit them and one started to cry (the one who threw smth at crowe) I was so happy and gave Crowe a carrot for that...very good boy...I hate those kids...stupid kids...After that me n Steph were so mean to em which was very fun :D. Ok so that was pretty much it and then we just took pix of everyone and then my dad picked us up.I still have to pack for Hong Kong.....I have to wake up at 6.30 tomorrow!!! :(

Some pix:


<-- Golden Crown (newest)

<-- Certain looking like a donkey

<-- Trotting Artic

<-- Biggie

<-- Steph n Crown

<-- Me n Crowe

<-- Mars rolling n enjoying himself

<-- Steph w the ice bag hehehehehe



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Friday, July 07, 2006
I never thought that Holidays could be so stressfull....Fencing today and yesterday was alright.I decided I prefer Xian Nao over James.She is just much nicer,James is also nice but he makes jokes sometimes that can be quite annoying and he screams too much.He doesn't scream in a mean way but it's still rather annoying.I like him and all but for a trainer I'd rather Xian Nao.So anyways yesterday we worked on our lunge and footwork alot with James.Im so glad to be out of that lesson.There's Indiana and Grandma...yuck.I so prefer Friday, it's earlier class and the people are nicer.Today in fencing we worked on keeping distance and our reactions when someone hits or lunges at us.It was hard but useful.In the end free fenced as usual.

Going riderslodge tomorrow with Steph until Wednesday for a 'camp'.We got 2 horses to take care of and for me its Big Splendor for dressage and KGB for jumping.And we take care of the 2 new horses =D. I can't wait for that.I haven't been up with Steph since like my birthday....ages ago.So yea and tomorrow is Germany against Portugal.Germany better win or else im going to scream at them like hell.Steph really wants to watch Wimbeldon at rl and the world cup finals....I have no clue about tennis though...oh well.Shall go online at rl if we have the time.

Love.



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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

I want this shirt!!It's so pretty!!!But it's from Horka so it will probably cost alot.I got the info on the Horka website and they said that they import Horka stuff to a shop here in Singapore called Equine Prince.I called the number and I think its the guy who used to own Azenie.Anyways he said he would ask for me how much it would cost if he imported it etc...I hope its not soo much because I really like the shirt!!!

Life is good.Holidays.Also kind of boring though.My dad called riderslodge to ask if me and steph could go this weekend till wednesday.I hope it works out.Camille said he would call back =).Then on thursday next week we are going to Hong Kong.......
I just got back from the city and I bought this really nice white top from some shop in Far East, it was also on discount =D.Then my mum bought me this really nice tshirt from Esprit and jogging pants.We also saw this really nice black pants at Esprit but they didn't have them in my size so we're going to go to Centerpoint tomorrow to get them there =)



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Sunday, July 02, 2006
See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free our minds and find a way.
The world is in our hands,
This is not the end.



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Saturday, July 01, 2006
Riderslodge got a new horse!! Im so happy!! He is such a beautiful horse! His name is Arterial or Artereal,cant remember.... He is from India,his color is like PBT and his markins are a bit like Sandman. He is still quite thin but he is so friendly!!In the grass paddock today he was like munching away as if he had never tasted grass.It was quite cute actually.I will post a few pics of him later.Another new horse is coming next week or the week after.
So I rode Vivaldi with Jay at 3pm.The lesson was ok....Vivaldi's trot is like nothing you can imagine.Its just like bounce and its so hard to get used to.It took me like nearly the whole hour to get used to it.He is so slow though!Its like no matter how much you kick he is just like slow but he is scared of the whip....It was really good to get him on the bit in walk though! In trot it was just hard,you had to get used to his rythum and half halt.It was so hard!The saddle was way too small and so uncomfy...Jay said it was Yaessh's old saddle....I want the other one back it was like all soft and nice....Anyways after like 30 min Jay gave up on me and brought me spurs ha ha....Vivaldi was so much better with them...I put my leg back too much though when I ride,have to improve that....Vivaldi's canter is so nice once you get it and once he puts his head down.I actually got him on the bit for a while in canter but then he put his head up again,have to improve that aswell....In the end Jay said he wants me to ride Vivaldi more often cause I can learn alot on him....cant wait ha ha,his trot is so WOW though,so not in a good way though....Myrs once said when she trots him she thinks she is going to bounce to the moon,I know what she means!! ha ha!In the end Jay said I look gorgeous on him,probly because it used to be his horse he said that...;)
Anyways I want to go for the Intermediate Camp at RL on 19th-21st July and then go for the Xmas in July...would be fun but I dont think my parents will agree ha ha...
Well here are the pics of Art:




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